J-4

it's 30th june already!

and i'm soo excited!

J-5

hari ini all out settlekan semua bende,
mintak² da ok semuannya

ticket flight da dapat
ticket train da dapat

Now, tawakal kepada Allah, semoga semuannya berjalan dengan lancar.:)

Love of my life

anauhibbukifillah. 

Bersabarlah Duhai Hati

iluvislam

Risky sangat ke?

dilema.

cukop masa tak kalau flight kol 12.30 tengahari, tapi sampai kol 9.30 pg kat epot?

Ya ALLAH, permudahkanlah urusan hamba-Mu ini.

J-7

There's always a way out.

Thank you my FRIEND.

And yang paling penting,

THANK YOU ALLAH kerana memudahkan.

P/s: A good lesson for me to be a better person, a better slave.:)

mean people!

i'm officially closing my ebay account

because of

IDENTITY THEFT AND SPAM, AND² SPOOF EMAILS!

i hate it when someone sent me an email saying:

"There is a shipping number showing you shipped on 6/2/2011 but no tracking data, only that post office has received info on shipment, what is up has it been shipped or not, and if not when do you plan to ship the item?? I will give younegative feedback!!!!!!!. thank you".


hello, i don't even sell anything at ebay..!
what a scary world, people can manipulate other's property to trick others.
sigh....Dugaan².


Ya ALLAH, permudahkanlah urusan hamba-Mu ini. 

J-9!

dugung² * bunyi drum* hehe

Ya ALLAH, permudahkanlah semua urusan hamba-Mu ini!

i can't wait to go home, pulang kepada yang mengasihi dan merindui, kepada yang dikasihi dan dirindui!

Des défis du temps qui reste

"Dan apa sahaja musibah yang menimpa ke atas kamu adalah disebabkan oleh perbuatan tangan kamu sendiri, maka Allah memaafkan sebahagian besar dari kesalahan-kesalahanmu." Surah al-Syura (42:30)

Too sweet for words

Firman Allah s.w.t.  di dalam surah al-Rum ayat 21:
Di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaanNya ialah Dia (Allah) menciptakan pasangan-pasangan (jodoh) bagi kamu dari (makhluk) jenis kamu sendiri, agar kamu cenderung kepadanya dan merasa tenteram dengannya. Kemudian Allah menciptakan rasa kasih sayang di antara kamu. Sesungguhnya dalam hal itu terdapat tanda-tanda kekuasaanNya bagi orang-orang yang berfikir.

kelebihan berkahwin

l'enfance

There is a garden in every childhood, an enchanted place where colors are brighter, the air softer, and the morning more fragrant than ever again. 

sometimes

i would like to go back to my childhood times

because it's tiring to become an adult.

oui, c'est vraiment fatigant.

sometimes you can't freely let out all your anger and sadness.

and, at the certain point,

instead of telling people that you're not okay, you give them the brightest smile.

My graduation day!

the photos of me are soo bajet..pfff..hahahaha

My wish 2

The lost that i've been going through makes me having the desire to gather all the peoples that i love dearly in a place
and spending the rest of my life with them.

it's not that i'm not accepting the qada' and qadar....hanya mahu mengadu.
and tempat mengadu yang terbaik adalah Allah.

senjata seorang mukmin adalah Doa.

rest in peace my love ones.

Kelakau depa ni!

hehe, thanks for giving me a good laugh!

Trois mois oredi!

merci beaucoup! :)

Tears in heaven

Rest in peace my dear Aunty, Sunab.

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.

Al-Fatihah to my beloved aunty,

allayarhamah hajah Zainab Binti Yahya.

che su sangat² terkilan sebab xsempat nak balik Malaysia, i do really wanna meet u.

i love u so much.

Song of the day

3 years, apa yang sudah berubah?

banyak

BANYAK

banyak

tak payah listkan di sini...

tapi yang pasti setiap perubahan itu pastinya ade kebaikan dan keburukan masing².
Afterall, i'm just a human being, xde kuasa merubah qada' dan qadar..semuannya terletak pada kuasa-Nya.

Menjawab soalan random

1.What have you been doing recently?

nothing much, been lazying around..owh, i just back from Paris for my graduation day.

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

Yes, before nak naik flight or nak save bateri for saat² kecemasan.:p

3.What happened at 10am today?

i was at my friend's house, i was still on the bed.

4.When did you last cry?

err, tadi? :p

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
I do.

6.What do you want in your life now?

I want my ticket balik ke malaysia and elaun tertunggak! my family and my Boyfie *hehe*

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?

Jarang² bawak umbrella, kadang² prefer redah jer hujan sebab i love rain!

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?

Internet surfing and bergayut! *hahaha*

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
amoih, sebok jer nak tahu.

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?

Rahsia! hahaha

11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?

Aaaaa, tatahula..hehe

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

No, so far cukup xpayah nak pinjam barang orang.heee

13.What was the last movie you caught?

Monsieur Papa!

14.What are you proud of?

semua kurniaan Allah.:) *memang jawapan nak selamat*

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?

ni inbox mana ni? hp ka fb?

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?

Adam et Eve- Rien ne se finit

17.Do you have any nicknames?
banyak, u name it suma hado- dottie (my family), mek bok (family) su sha (auntie from thailand), bubur chacha (my coursemate), kak leha ( my poulet roti, hahahaa) uchinchaaa (awak! :p) isabella anak pak Dollah ( kawan² kampong) dan lain²..tak terlist haa.:p

18.What does the newest text say and from who?

"haha jsais pas, sat eh"- from my poulet roti, Ainaa.:p


19.What time did you go to bed last night?

awal! lepas tgk movie around 12 setengah gtu kot, or kol 1 pagi.

20.Are you currently happy?

i'm always happy! tapi sedeh sesikit uh biasola kang?

21.Who gives you the best advise?
kalau family my Along.:)

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

yes i do! i take it directly from frigo and picit masuk mulut straight from the can. yummy²...:p

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?

hehehe, Ahmad Mustafa Geoffrey and Ainaa.

24.Is something bugging you now

hurm..nyamuk!

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?

Do i have to mention him again? it's AMG..hahaha

loh, da habes da??? hehehe

Impian baru

Impian baru saya a part of being a good teacher dalam jangka masa panjang adalah untuk
menjadi orang atasan KPM!

hahahahahahahah....
and i wanna do better.

tak betoi da neh, cepatla tiket sampai!!!

let's get started!

letop² jari * tanda nak start buat keje*

ok, tekadkan hati untuk mula mengemas and susun my luggage!

weeehaaaa!

21 days to go!

thump²!

Everytime i'm thinking about going back to Malaysia
my heart will be like:

thump²!!

i'm super excited!, sangat² excited...sssSSSangat ok!

tapi in the middle of my excitement, mesti terus down sekejap
memikirkan unsettled things here.

TT,TT

There goes my life as a student in France

Alhamdulillah

kesyukuran yang tak terhingga...

Please be good tomorrow..:p

Paris- hari 1

i do nothing.
Duduk kat hotel since 12 pm and waiting for
My friends balik from merendek. i'm not going with them sebab i was so sleepy and i dun feel like pergi berjalan.

Tv la my bestfriend now neh.
Just finished watching "iron man" version francais. Layankanlah jer even i dunt really like movies non-VO.


Hotel F1 Paris-Porte de Montmartre.

Paris...

i thought i'm not going to Paris anymore, but..tidak rupanya
Tomorrow morning i'm off to Paris for my graduation day.
the ceremony hari sabtu actually, but untuk mengelakkan kelewatan suma...akan bermalam semalaman di hotel.


well², i'll be home this saturday night!

Buah hati pengarang jantung

Some of my kiddos a.k.a my baby nephs n baby nieces...bila rindu kan, macam ni jadinya makcik diorang...cepat jer besar sorang², balik last year xleh jalan lagi si Ariana n si Arissa..Nuha xleh merangkak, still baby..tapi now, hiruk pikuk jer rumah Ayah Sin. tu baru 11 u ols..kalau bertambah lagi cane? jawabnya kene buat khemah ah belakang rumah sebab nak support kapasiti kaum kerabat kami.Having a big family is fun, seriously! Tambah² pulak kalau duduk di kampung.I miss la moments kami berkumpul. This year raya, kak Emma's clan xraya kat kelantan sebab last year da raya kat kelantan, so balik Penang la plak. *but i seriously hope that diorang akan pulang ke kelantan after raya first and second, if not kekurangan askar untuk dibuli ah makcik diktator neh :p*
Borak² ngan my angah yesterday tergelak besar mendengar cerita budak² ineh balik ke kelantan time cuti sekolah hari tu.Yang pompuan² baru nak bertambah dok bergadoh sesame sendiri..kecik² da  pandai bersaing, si kakak Mira buli si kakak Sarah;
" Kak sarah da skolah, kenapa kecik??? kak Mira lagi besar dari kakak sarah tau??"
apa lagi, bergomol la dua minah gedebe itu.
Yang si adik kepada Amira, Ariana makin otai, semua budak dia nak balun..well², nak tunjuk yang die budak kelantan, dan yang budak² lain dari wat-so-called key el uh xleh nak berlagak la ngan die sebab masuk kampung dia..haha, macam².
My angah told me that ade satu hari tu bila my aunty Mak su kene admitted kat hospital secara tiba², semua orang dewasa kalut nak ke hospital, yang budak² neh start melalak knowing that diorang akan ditinggalkan.
Apa lagi, my big bro yang memang digeruni budak² ineh mencekup sorang² bawak masuk kereta walaupun diorang meraung macam hapa dah...yang kelakarnya, semua budak² neh pakaian xlengkap, ade yang hanya berpampers jer...
bawak round kampung lam keta yang xbape nak besar (lil Viva), macam sardin sudah *this is what my angah said, even tak tengok, i can imagine that*
and owh yah, diorang still melalak even lam keta..sedeh sebab kene tinggal ngan mak bapak depa.:p
Sampaila my big bro bawak diorang kat rumah kawan dia di hujung kampung, si budak² kecik tu dijamu dengan keropok and air teh..terus terdiam..and sorang² dapat 2 hengget dari pakcik yang baik hati..*pfff, materialistik budak² zaman sekarang..hehe*

hurm, makin nak balik ni makin rindula..siapla kalau da balik..i headlock sesorang, hauhuahuahua *gelak jahat*

24 days to go!

^,^

D's song

before this, i would like to have this song for my wedding video..but, i guess i changed my mind..because...because...

nevermind.:p

however, it will remains as one of my fav songs.:)

the countdown..is now begin!

25 days!


*big grin*

Ya ALLAH YA TUHANKU

u don't have to cry out loud your feeling

because, 

ALLAH can hear everything even u don't utter any word.

*Ya Allah, give me some strength.* 

Surviving a long distance relationship

masa, silalah cepat berlalu!

This sight is killing me.
i

need

to

go

home.


i miss my mother sooo much!

Teenage Muslim girl stoned to death for participating in beauty contest in Ukraine.

kenapala this kind of side of Islam yang tiap² hari media nak tunjuk?

here

"This is just another stupid group of people committing crime and abuse the Syaria law. This kind of people made all Muslims look like criminals."- petikan dari komen one of the readers, and i agree with that.

it's 1 jun already

i cant wait for july to come! *kalau balik july la kan*

balik Malaysia, hoyeahhh!!