Friday, April 29, 2011

diet air?

betol ke boleh kurus kalau banyak minum air?
like serious?
a friend of mine told me this..

*patutla berat i turun lately, sbb i banyak minum air kot?? (dengan nada perasan)*

Thursday, April 28, 2011


yes, i love clothes

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

lend me your shoulder please?
i need to cry my eyeballs out.


i really need my

Family right now. they know me the best. They know how to make me feel better.

u noe what?

People change. They come and go. Those who need you will stay and those who don’t will leave. You have to accept the reality. Sometimes it hurts but sometimes it can be a good thing. You can never please everyone. That’s just how life is.


it's a good thing...yes, because it's tiring to please others. 

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

May is gonna be fun!

seriously i cant wait for May to come because i know it's gonna be fun!

first is:

i'm going to Paris for tak tahu kali keberapa..*xingat*, and² yang lagi excited is..i'm going to Disneyland for the second time...weeeeeeeee *scream kids!*

second is:

i'm going to spend my weekend with my lovely collegues of my university. xingat nama dat place but for sure it's a wonderful place. guess what? i'm going to try some benda menarik there. one of them is "le dévalkart", something like go kart tapi kat litar semulajadi..heee.


Oh yeah, nampak ade cam paragliding gak. mesti best kan?

ok², tahan dulu excited ineh sbb i have to settle my 3 assignments dulu. sigh~

p/s: Tadi tengok video pertunangan Ashraf Muslim, my ex lelaki idaman..hahahah.. i cant believe that i liked him before...siap simpan gambar lagi dalam hp. like a freak kan? Happy for him, xjeles sbb i've changed my lelaki idaman and i guess far better than Ashraf Muslim*in my eyes of course*.


hello there, my own Wentworth Miller aka Michael Scofield ! :p

*maapkan ke"kejuan" saya*

Monday, April 25, 2011

*long sigh*

pindah ke twitter yok?

Sunday, April 24, 2011

beautiful yet so heartbreaking

i cried like a little kid while watching this video..normally banyak pasal kasih ibu kat anak², but this song pasal kasih sayang ayah kepada anak²...

in one word;


hello ubat batuk

hai, long time no see
i need u back
after few months..

i still remember last year after cuti summer di malaysia
i've been batuk² about 3 months..langsong xde tanda² nak stop..
and i became pengguna tetap ubat batuk..almost seperti penagih even tidak sembuh²
tidur pom mula la terganggu, yang paling kesian my roomie..because kadang² tiba² tgh in deep sleep
terbangun batuk² yang dasyat sampai termuntah...but still, i was so stubborn. xnak ke hospital
because i hate things here, esp when u r sick, it's so difficult nak dapatkan treatment *bla², excuses*
nak pulak time tu nak masuk winter..terbaikla dengan sejuknya..i was quite scared act at that time..because u noe..takut ade masalah lain. but alhamdulillah, it faded away after few months...xsedar pom, tahu² da dapat tidur lena...hurm

but now the batuk² is back..
2011 is a year di mana i gt sick easily...dalam spring ni dah kali ke3 since awal thn...nothng worse,
just batuk², selsema etc..and demam a bit. but it's ok..bukan nak mengeluh, because u noe..sakit adalah cara kita membayar denda dosa² kecil yang kita da buat..ALLAH gives me chances to kurangkan dosa yang entah banyak mana..wallahualam..*it's scary thinking that everyday our sins makin menimbun instead of good deeds*


Saturday, April 23, 2011

things changed, so do i am.

i cant believe that i rarely watch korean series and their variety shows now...i used to be so crazy about them until i can speak and understand a bit their language, even without a proper korean lesson..

maybe this stuff are meant for youngsters jer kot
*talking like an adult*


Rest in peace my dear uncle

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.  

al- fatihah for my late uncle, Cikgu Haji Ibrahim
semoga roh arwah ditempatkan di kalangan orang² yang beriman.

after this bila nak tulis alamat rumah sendiri mesti akan sedih because most of us in Kampung Petani Sering guna alamat:

D/A Cikgu Ibrahim
kg Petani Sering,
16150 Kota Bharu

because he's no longer with us..

need some fresh air

it's spring time nisha, à la nature!

Friday, April 22, 2011

Aku mndengar Rasulullah s.a.w mnceritakan drpd Tuhannya yg brfirman: 
'CintaKu berhak untuk orang yg bercinta keranaKu,cintaKu berhak untuk orang yg saling tolong menolong keranaKu & cintaKu berhak untuk orang yg saling berkunjung keranaKu.' Orang yg bercinta kerana Allah berada di atas mimbar drpd cahaya dlm naungan Arasy pada hari yg tiada naungan kecuali naunganNya."
(Hadis Qudsi Riwayat Ahmad)

Ya ALLAH, Kau lindungilah hambaMU ini

"kalau kite dah rasa semua nikmat sebelum kahwin, bile dah kahwin, dah xde rasa ape dah. bile kte ikut cara Islam, kte akan temui segala keindahan."

so true,

perasaan cintakan sesama insan sangat berbahaya bila melebihi cinta pada-Nya..kita rasa
kita sudah menjaga batas sewajarnya, tapi xsedar sudah terlangkau batas yang sewajarnya..
hurm..xperlu menunding jari, tanya diri sendiri..
adakah kita melakukan perkara² tidak sepatutnya kita lakukan dengan pasangan yang kononya sangat dicintai melebihi segala- galanya?
this is a reminder to myself too, so far i can take care of myself..because of one thing that i really like everytime i'm in a relationship, not exactly like..but rasa sangat's


yup, jarak is good actually..especially when u r still young and cant think straight.
Even distance also can destroy a relationship...but think positively, kalau someone yang kononnya sangat sayangkan kita xdapat tahan cinta jarak jauh, maksudnya he or she xcukup sabar untuk menanti saat yang sepatutnya...when everything is HALAL. dan berpendapat, cinta hanya akan semakin kuat bila berdekatan...bila makin jauh, rasa sayang makin kurang sebab xdapat nak tatap wajah pasangan and dating tiap² hari..dan mulala nak cari yang lagi dekat. don't cry ya eyeballs out, he or she don't deserve u. he or she just buktikan yang die takdela ikhlas sangat pun dengan anda...hurm..
i dont know exactly why tiba² nak menulis something like this, but yang pastinya saya just nak ingatkan diri sendiri...yang,

in few months, the distance is getting shorter..and PLEASE,

u should noe what u should do..and should'nt do..:)
i'll be ok by tomorrow..iA

3 mois

3 Monate
3 bulan
3 meses
3 달

Thursday, April 21, 2011

this is how everything works

life's so scary


the truth is...

everything is SUNATULLAH...

dan ALLAH is the best best listener....

"ALLAH is the best listener. You don't need to shout nor cry out loud because He hears even the very silent prayer of a sincere heart"

not officially en vacances

yes, that's the truth even da habis semua paper

got 3 more works à rendre ;

  • Compte rendu pour le cours de la methodologie d'observation (6 may)
  • Compte rendu pour le cours de l'apprentissage de langue inconnue (before 9 may)
  • Compte rendu pour Emilie (5 may)
and the worst thing is, i din even start to do any of them...
too lazy when u noe that u should be en vacances instead of doing unending works...

still in the mood "loitering around"...


Wednesday, April 20, 2011

one in a million

YOUR voice is so addictive....:)

Monday, April 18, 2011

Sunday, April 17, 2011

so what if i love fishing?

this uncle was so cute, he put about 3 fishing poles and complained how bad was his day cos none of them terkena.Sabar², fishing memang menuntut banyak kesabaran. y i noe? sebab i love fishing maa, depan my house gt river...during my primary school, i spent most of my time there. and oh yeah, i gt beaten a lot too by ayah
" apa nak jadi anak pompuan suka mancing neh!"

it felt so good dapat teman *teman ke? ke nyibuk? heee* that uncle sekejap sambil menunggu my friend habis class...sigh, Besançon is beautiful right? gosh, i love this place! de tout mon coeur!

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Faite de l'acier

ils ne peuvent pas savoir à quel point on peut faire n'importe quoi pour eux quand on les aimes vraiment.

there goes my final year and my life as university student

i felt like crying when my last class ended...3 years in france, xterasa pom.


good thing doesnt last forever..

Friday, April 15, 2011

jelousy is an ugly trait..:pffff! 


*u r not cool*

Thursday, April 14, 2011

fall out of love

When you fall out of love some might think that it was just an excuse, some might not believe, some will blame you, some might even get mad at you. What they don’t see is the fact that it hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn’t deserve to be hurt especially when you can’t state the reason why you’ve fallen’ out of love…

Monday, April 11, 2011

i told a lie..

i told someone this before:
"My World Doesn't Revolve Around You..."


it was a big fat lie

cos, it seems like 

My world revolves around you


it doesnt' means that i dun care about others right?

i love every single people in my life,in different ways.

i'm so grateful for what i am today, yesterday, or in the future..cos i know that YOU know what's the best for me..:)

kerisauan seiring dengan usia

hehe, poyo jer tajuk..

btw, nak ngadu nak ngadu!

heee, actually..
i've been worrying about my skin condition lately..seriously! before this xde pikir pom sangat sebab i think my skin is doing fine even without a great care *alhamdulillah, syukur pada YA RABBI*
but², lately....maybe sebab da makin tua kot *puahahah*
acnes start to pop out dengan gembiranya on my face..even kecik, they are so obvious..and macam tinggalkan scars...*omigaddddd!*

tulah², cuci muka malas..da tau air pollution merata²..pakai cream jarang sekali....eyebag da makin bermaharajalela...haih, kene rajin neh!

*ok², bila balik malaysia ok?*

konklusinya, bila da malas uh malas la...but i'm thinking of using NANO WHITE balik malaysia's  suggested by a friend of mine. nampak skin die makin ok lepas pakai..layan kot! zassss! heeee

* wah, semangat google image..heee, ramai bagi feedback bagus pasal dis produk..model die Diana Danielle (orang da lawo, xpakai produk ni pom xpe :p)..hurm, mana tau pas pakai bende alah ini, leh belakon watak snow white ka, *eh?*

*mengarut sggh kome neh, udah² ler, sambong belajo ler*

Sunday, April 10, 2011

packing fasa 1- i'm goinggg home soon! *clap² sendiri*

da start packing barang² untuk kargo..
rasa sebak pulak...fuh, 3 tahun sangatla sekejap...rasa macam baru semalam sampai here..
bila hati da start sayang, i have to leave besançon edi..too much things have changed, ade perubahan yang baik, dan perubahan yang xberapa nak baik..
and i know what are waiting for me back in Malaysia lebih baik dari sini...yelah, hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri orang, tapi we still want the hujan batu kan?* boleh buat rumah batu :p *

*heeee, nak rasa ag this feeling boleh tak??*


Dan belanjakanlah sebahagian dari apa yang telah Kami berikan kepadamu sebelum datang kematian kepada salah seorang di antara kamu; lalu ia berkata "Ya Tuhanku, mengapa Engkau tidak menangguhkan (kematian)ku sampai waktu yang terdekat, yang menyebabkan aku dapat bersedekah dan aku termasuk orang-orang yang saleh?" 

Friday, April 8, 2011

Never get tired of doing little things for others. Sometimes those little things occupy the biggest part of their hearts...:)

let's talk in french people!

i'm losing my mind right now;

il fo k'on parler en français car demain on aura une exposé finale! allez, au boulot mes potes!
bon courage!

mais, mon lit m'attire tellement..comment faire?
slow down girl..u r too excited..:)

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Coming Home

I'm coming home

I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away, all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming

Wanna sing like this when it's jun edi
it's not that i dun love France

it's just that
my heart's not here.

i miss my family, friends and u.:)

Monday, April 4, 2011

The best wedding

Prophet Muhammad (sal Allahu alaihi wa sallam) said: “The most blessed nikah is the one with the least expenses.” [Bayhaqi]

Today, the youth of many men and women is destroyed because they cannot afford the lavish weddings that have become the standard. They do not possess, in terms of dowry or mahr, what society says they must give in order to get married. Others get into debt for extravagant wedding functions. Even those who can afford lavish weddings are responsible for the wastage involved, while the money could have been put to so much better use. To make matters worse, the resulting marriage is often not even a successful one. In order to make our weddings more blessed we need to abandon these customs, and on such occasions take a lesson from the simple nikah of Fatima (radi allahu anha) whose dowry was one water-bag and one bed.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

malam yang melankoli..:p

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will. 

P/s: belajar², dun think too much nisha!

Friday, April 1, 2011